Will you forgive
all my faults?
Will you forget
all my sulks?
Will you delete
all my weakness?
Inside and out,
all you've witnessed?
Will you make du'a for me when I'm not around?
Talk nothing about me when I'm not in front?
Hope to meet me
when all matters here are done?
Can we meet eventually?
NZ | 130715
Monday, 13 July 2015
Tuesday, 23 June 2015
Kerana 'Di Bawah Langit Copenhagen'
Bismillah
of book, Padang and Loqman
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Apakah lagi hal yang berkuasa memotivasikan diriku selain mati?
Adakah lagi kata yang terbaik menasihati diri ini selain 'Ingatlah kematian mendekat'?
Siapakah lagi insan yang bisa membuatku sadar sepenuh nyawa selain dirimu yang telah pergi?
Sang Budiman.
Kapan bisa kita ketemu lagi.
Kapan bisa aku dengar dari mulutmu sendiri,
girangnya kau dengan titipan kuberi?
Kenapa kita jauh dalam jarak yang dekat?
Kenapa kita pisah dalam temu yang singkat?
Kenapa tidak berterus terang, nyata akanku kirimkan lebih aksara lagi.
Tapi, ternyata..
aksara wajibku saban hari saat terkenangkanmu,
lantunan Fatihah yang syahdu.
NZ | 230615
nota:
Puisi untuk sahabat, saudara Loqman bin Karim.
Dan buku itu juga, untukmu.
Titipan pertama dan terakhir yang sempat kau miliki.
Moga saja kau sempat membacanya.
Dan puisi ini,
titipan pertama setelah kau tiada.
Kerana pesanmu,
'Teruskan menulis.'
Sunday, 21 June 2015
Padang, Indonesia Part 1
Bismillah.
Assalamualaikum everyone =)
Tahun 2015 adalah tahun yang paling produktif bagi seorang Nisa Afiqa kerana berjaya merealisasikan impian seorang final year student--> to travel and create more memories with friends. Kali ni, kami ke Sumatera Barat, Indonesia selama 6 hari (15-20 Jun 2015). So this entry will basically cover the reasons why we chose the spot and places to go there.
Actually the decision to visit West Sumatra (precisely Padang and Bukit Tinggi, Indonesia) was made after a few discussion with my wonderwalls ;-)
Actually the decision to visit West Sumatra (precisely Padang and Bukit Tinggi, Indonesia) was made after a few discussion with my wonderwalls ;-)
It was around December 2014. At that moment, we were between Bandung and Padang, Indonesia. And alhamdulillah we chose Padang at last. And again, alhamdulillah that was how #SahabatBackpackers existed. And yes! Padang was #SahabatBackpackers first trip.
#SahabatBackpackers ni sebenarnya idea seorang Baiti. At first our whatsapp group was named (ouh i don't remember what it was) then Baiti changed it to #SahabatBackpackers and it remains. Nak pendekkan, panggil je SB. For me, whatsapp group ni sangat penting untuk segala macam update tentang tiket, trip, cukai tambahan, tempat tinggal, gambar apa semua. Lagi-lagi waktu perancangan nak ke Padang tu, kami dalam tempoh praktikum lagi (kan semua pelajar IPG). Everyone was staying far and rarely met so this chat group was the only medium.
#the reasons
Okay, kalau nak diikutkan semua orang mesti ada sebab tersendiri kenapa nak ke satu-satu destinasi tu kan. Macam kami (SB), yang pada awalnya bertujuh dan akhirnya berempat (ada kisahnya), masing-masing pun bawa misi tersendiri waktu tu tapi secara peribadi, i think i got 3 reasons.
#the reasons
Okay, kalau nak diikutkan semua orang mesti ada sebab tersendiri kenapa nak ke satu-satu destinasi tu kan. Macam kami (SB), yang pada awalnya bertujuh dan akhirnya berempat (ada kisahnya), masing-masing pun bawa misi tersendiri waktu tu tapi secara peribadi, i think i got 3 reasons.
1) A. Fuadi novel series.
Ini sebab utama dan pertama =) Novel-novel bersiri penulisan A. Fuadi. It covers Negeri 5 Menara, Ranah 3 Warna and Rantau 1 Muara. A thoughtful, inspiring and such motivating novel series it can be. i started with Negeri 5 Menara obviously, when ayah brought the novel home and let me fell for it so deep :') sampai berhajat nak ke Padang dan Bukit Tinggi sebab nak tengok dengan mata sendiri tempat watak-watak novel tu membesar (ada Danau Maninjau, tempat kelahiran Buya Hamka etc) Seriously, best yang teramat. For me, once i read it, i felt so motivated and inspired to achieve what i wish for in my life. Kesemua novel A. Fuadi seakan ada magis yang menggerakkan kau. Trust me. You might want to add it in your to-buy, to-read or to-borrow-from-Nisa list as well (of course I'm willing to spread its gems). Walaupun dah ada filem Negeri 5 Menara, novel dia paling manangggg! dan sebab pertama ni berkait dengan sebab kedua.
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| picture from google =) |
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| Inilah dia Danau Maninjau. Danau=Tasik. Can you see the mirror of the hills? Cantiknya mashaAllah:') |
2) Kak Wilda (my friend there)
September 2014. I remembered writing my assignment when suddenly laziness hit me and distracted. So bila dah hilang fokus, i'll start searching and google-ing for other stuffs like 'sinopsis novel a. fuadi' etc. There i found Kak Wilda's blog. She wrote a very interesting entry about the novel here http://smartituhidayah.blogspot.my/2013/07/rantau-1-muara-novel-trilogi-afmad-fuadi.html. Entah macam mana dengan yakinnya, i sent her an e-mail telling her that Rantau 1 Muara isn't in Malaysia yet and i did ask her to find me one. ohmaiii can't believe this. Kak Wilda really bought the novel for me. Panjang perjalanan novel tu sebelum sampai ke tangan seorang Nisa. Dipendekkan, Kak Wil invited me to her place -->Padang, Indonesia. Bagai orang mengantuk disorongkan bantal, bagai orang nak travel dipelawa tempat tinggal, so apa lagi. There we go!
(Sebenarnya berisiko juga tau untuk percaya kat orang lain thru alam maya. You can't put 100% trust unless you have 100% faith in Him, that He will guide and lead you all the way, DOA dan TAWAKAL sangat perlu dan syukur alhamdulillah, Allah beri rasa yakin yang Kak Wil ni orang yang wujud dan baik-baik. Jadi, Kak Wil dan rakan-rakan adalah orang yang Allah hadhirkan untuk membantu kami sepanjang berada di sana).
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| Dari kanan : Kak Wilda, sahabatnya, Nisa, Fiqa dan Wawan. Pemetik gambar : Baiti. |
3) Sahabat kami : Allayarham Muhammad Loqman bin Abdul Karim
Sebab terakhir dan paling menyentuh hati. <3
Our trip was closely related to him. Apa-apa hal berbangkit, contohnya soal simkad, wifi, mata wang, tempat menarik, cukai apa semua, i'll ask Loqman directly. Beliau lah sumber maklumat paling mengesankan dari awal perancangan (sebab pernah ke sana sebelum ini) sehinggalah tarikh 30 Mei 2015. Hari terakhir kami bertukar maklumat. Waktu tu beliau dah tiba di Sabah. 'Selamat mengembara.' Itu mesej terakhir beliau sebelum naik Gunung Kinabalu. Terkesannya dengan pemergian Loqman, sampai waktu di rumah Bung Hatta dan Buya Hamka, gigih mencari nama arwah dalam buku pelawat. Tapi tak jumpa pun sebab buku tahun-tahun sebelumnya dah disimpan mungkin. May Allah bless him. :'(
Our trip was closely related to him. Apa-apa hal berbangkit, contohnya soal simkad, wifi, mata wang, tempat menarik, cukai apa semua, i'll ask Loqman directly. Beliau lah sumber maklumat paling mengesankan dari awal perancangan (sebab pernah ke sana sebelum ini) sehinggalah tarikh 30 Mei 2015. Hari terakhir kami bertukar maklumat. Waktu tu beliau dah tiba di Sabah. 'Selamat mengembara.' Itu mesej terakhir beliau sebelum naik Gunung Kinabalu. Terkesannya dengan pemergian Loqman, sampai waktu di rumah Bung Hatta dan Buya Hamka, gigih mencari nama arwah dalam buku pelawat. Tapi tak jumpa pun sebab buku tahun-tahun sebelumnya dah disimpan mungkin. May Allah bless him. :'(
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| Antara catatan terakhir di Facebook beliau. |
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| could it be worse? |
Okay. Enough for the first part. Next, will be telling you the places you can go there =D
Banyak sebenarnya tempat menarik di sana. Dengan pemandangannya, tempat bersejarahnya, shopping mall apa semua, rasanya lengkap dah. Tapi, sepanjang 6 hari di sana, tak semua tempat pun kami berjaya jejaki.
Satu, sebab hari keempat kami di Padang ialah 1 Ramadhan. Jadi kami pergi tempat yang terdaya je lah. Alhamdulillah 3 hari pertama tu banyak dah berjalan..
Dua, sebab masih dibayangi nilai pertukaran mata wang ringgit dan rupiah. Kalau diingatkan semula, banyak cerita lucu yang berkait dengan ringgit-rupiah ni. Betapa kedekutnya kami (terutamanya seorang Nisa) bila nak membayar sesuatu tu. Padahal nilai ringgitnya tak cecah rm10 pun.
Tiga, sebab jarak dari satu tempat ke satu tempat tu memakan masa. Contoh, kami nak ke rumah Buya Hamka dan pada masa yang sama nampak papan tanda ke Batu Sangkar (ada Istano Rajo Basa Pagaruyung), bila tanya pak supir, beliau kata tak boleh nak reach kedua-duanya dalam hari tu sebab kami keluar pun dah hampir tengah hari. So, we chose to visit Buya's house only since it's already in my dunya wishlist ;-)
Nah, pictures can tell more than words would. So, let's have a look.
Day 1
1) Universitas Negeri Padang
| UNP. Universitas Padang Indonesia. A very wonderful uni. |
| ada nama pensyarah UTM =D |
Day 2
2) Pariaman
Pariaman merupakan salah satu kabupaten(daerah) di provinsi Sumatra Barat. Perjalanan hampir 2 jam menaiki kereta(tren) dari Padang. Melepasi beberapa stasiun(stesyen) seperti stasiun Duku dan Lubuk Alung.
Apa yang menarik? Ada pantai dan Kopal (kawasan pameran barangan² antik yang dibangunkan cowok² Pariaman melalui kumpulan OPC).
Kopal kalau di Malaysia ibarat Laman Seni cuma Kopal ni di tepi pantai, bawah teduhan pokok.
Apa yang menarik? Ada pantai dan Kopal (kawasan pameran barangan² antik yang dibangunkan cowok² Pariaman melalui kumpulan OPC).
Kopal kalau di Malaysia ibarat Laman Seni cuma Kopal ni di tepi pantai, bawah teduhan pokok.
Pantai ni ada berdekatan UNP.
Day 3
4) Taman Marga Satwa dan Bunga Kinantan dan Fort de Kock
Kedua-dua lokasi ni terletak bersebelahan je.
Petang hari ketiga inilah Kak Wil bawa kami semua ke Bukit Tinggi.
5) Jam Gadang (Jam besar)
Tiba sahaja di Bukit Tinggi, kami terus check-in hotel pertama (we booked another hotel for the next day for its reasonable price), dan ke kawasan sekitar hotel pertama itu termasuklah Jam Gadang.
Day 4
6) Rumah Kelahiran Buya Hamka
7) Danau Maninjau
Day 5
8) Ngarai Sianok
Perjalanan ke Ngarai Sianok dan seterusnya Lubang Jepang ni mencabar dan menguji ketabahan kami since we decided to reach these places by walking (puasa kot masa ni). Tapi alhamdulillah berjaya jugak.. and you know what, kami keluar seawal 8pagi sebab nak menjejak dua lokasi ni, then rumah Bung Hatta - check out hotel (1petang) - pasar wisata - Kampung Pandai Sikek. All in one go -_- penatnya bukan kepalang.
9) Lubang Jepang
Waktu nak masuk ke Lubang Jepang ni, kita boleh pilih sama ada nak ditemani tourguide tu ataupun tidak. And we chose the latter. Acah acah berani sikit=p
10) Rumah Kelahiran Bung Hatta
| bersama ibuk penjaga rumah =) |
11) Jenjang 40 (Janjang Ampek Puluah)
Jenjang 40 ialah deretan anak tangga yang menghubungkan pasar atas dan pasar bawah. Mengikut info yang diterima, jenjang 40 bukan menggambarkan 40 buah anak tangga pun (sebenarnya 100 anak tangga ohh), tapi nama 40 diambil kira dari 40 buah anak tangga yang paling atas dan tercuram. Kami tak sedar pun waktu mendaki naik.
| penatnya muka tuuuu.. |
12) Pasar wisata dan kawasan sekitarnya
Day 6
13) Kampung Pandai Sikek
Di Kampung Pandai Sikek inilah letaknya rumah keluarga Kak Wil. Kampung ni berada di lereng Gunung Merapi dan Gunung Singgalang. Seram sejuk je bila dapat tahu. But nothing happened alhamdulillah =)
and syukur, we got the chance to meet Kak Wil's family, to know them better and closer. Walaupun sempat bersama Kak Wil sekeluarga selama sehari semalam, tapi macam-macam yang kami belajar dari mereka, lagi-lagi ayah Kak Wil. Rupanya ayah Kak Wil ni ketua kampung tauuu..
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| Our last day...nak balik Malaysia dah =) |
And i think that's all for this entry. Next, i'll focus more on food, itinerary and some backpacking tips dari kami yang masih amatur dalam dunia backpackers ni kay!
Thanks for reading.
Thursday, 21 May 2015
Ihsaan Junior Club 2015 Part 2
Bismillah
Hi, assalamualaikum!
Remember Rayyan? He has grown up to be a totally different Rayyan you know.
Let picture speaks.
See, no more innocent-look Rayyan. But he's still a nice and friendly boy deep inside.
So far, IJC 2015 has come out with so much improvement i guess. The number of children getting bigger, volunteers (akak-akak dan abang-abang) pun makinlah ramainya (tapi masih tak menang tangan ohhh), hall lebih luas and aktiviti pelbagai. Session with Al-Baghdadi institution, tea-time, archery and petting session (real animals tauuu) etc.
This time, the hall was located at the ground floor, which i found it to be easier for parents to pay a visit, tengok-tengok keadaan anak depa. Plus, hall IJC kali ni sebelah mother's room which is sangat memudahkan semua orang. Takdela parents terkejar naik ke 2nd floor nak jenguk boys and girls depa atau these children yang berkejaran turun eskalator sebab nak cari mak pak depa. -_- it happened last year for real.
Despite all, ada je kekurangannya. Of course, that's human that we do. Serba kekurangan.
Let's see..
Hi, assalamualaikum!
Remember Rayyan? He has grown up to be a totally different Rayyan you know.
Let picture speaks.
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| Hi, can you believe this is me? =p |
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| Wargghh! |
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| 'Teacher, more selfie pleaseee..' |
See, no more innocent-look Rayyan. But he's still a nice and friendly boy deep inside.
So far, IJC 2015 has come out with so much improvement i guess. The number of children getting bigger, volunteers (akak-akak dan abang-abang) pun makinlah ramainya (tapi masih tak menang tangan ohhh), hall lebih luas and aktiviti pelbagai. Session with Al-Baghdadi institution, tea-time, archery and petting session (real animals tauuu) etc.
This time, the hall was located at the ground floor, which i found it to be easier for parents to pay a visit, tengok-tengok keadaan anak depa. Plus, hall IJC kali ni sebelah mother's room which is sangat memudahkan semua orang. Takdela parents terkejar naik ke 2nd floor nak jenguk boys and girls depa atau these children yang berkejaran turun eskalator sebab nak cari mak pak depa. -_- it happened last year for real.
Despite all, ada je kekurangannya. Of course, that's human that we do. Serba kekurangan.
Let's see..
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| The happy volunteers! Finally =) |
Wednesday, 20 May 2015
Ihsaan Junior Club 2015 Part 1
Bismillah.
When was the last time u and i remember qiyamah? Let us reflect.
This time, i wanna share one 'ibrah, a very thoughtful scene i encountered with two boys. i named it as 'IlmFest story =)
So this was the conversation between me and two 5 year-old boys.
Z : teacher look! The volcano is really strong.
Me : why do you say so?
Z : look at the red colour. It covers the whole mountain.
Me : yes..it is called lava right.. Look at how F draws it.
Z : yeah..the lava is so strong. It can destroy us because it's hot.
Me : us only?
Z : hmm..it can destroy the people, animals and plants too.
Me : very good. there will come one day when it is really happening.( i mean the destruction of life) Do you know when is it?
Z : **thinking**
F : QIYAMAH!!
Z : oh teacher. No!! Don't say about that (the qiyamah)
Me : why ?
Z : because later your dream will come true. (with a worried look)
I don't know what was in his mind by saying that. For what I remembered was a famous tale of a young boy who's scared of the hellfire.
And the clock is ticking.
Tuesday, 10 March 2015
atuk
Atuk went away,
Disappear.
Letting me in gray.
Atuk once told me to be the righteous,
of how a true Muslim should be.
Do i?
Al-Fatihah.
NZ | 100305
Disappear.
Letting me in gray.
Atuk once told me to be the righteous,
of how a true Muslim should be.
Do i?
Al-Fatihah.
NZ | 100305
Monday, 9 February 2015
Supplement
for the dreams we aim,
what we got might not be the same.
Not that He's neglecting,
it is us who do less begging.
for the wishes we hope,
it might be something we can't cope,
thus He sends us rainbow,
to beautify our sorrow.
Keep dreaming and wishing,
but
the du'a must be ongoing,
the effort must be outstanding.
He knows everything.
NZ | 090215
what we got might not be the same.
Not that He's neglecting,
it is us who do less begging.
for the wishes we hope,
it might be something we can't cope,
thus He sends us rainbow,
to beautify our sorrow.
Keep dreaming and wishing,
but
the du'a must be ongoing,
the effort must be outstanding.
He knows everything.
NZ | 090215
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